I have been struggling with an eating disorder for the past few years. I am afraid to eat and afraid I will gain weight. The fear is unjustified as I was never overweight. I have weighed the same since I was 12 years old, and I am currently nearing my 25th birthday. Yet, when I see my reflection, I see somebody who is much larger than reality.
I told my therapist that I thought I was fat. She said it was 'body dysmorphia'.
She explained this as a mental health condition where a person is apprehensive about their appearance and suggested I visit a nutritionist. She also told me that this condition was associated with other anxiety disorders and eating disorders. I did not understand what she was saying as I was in denial; I had a problem, to begin with. I wanted a solution without having to address my issues.
Upon visiting my nutritionist, he conducted an in-body scan and told me my body weight was dangerously low.
I disagreed with him.
I felt he was speaking about a different person than the person I saw in the mirror. I felt like the elephant in the room- both literally and figuratively. He then made the simple but revolutionary suggestion to keep a food diary to track what I was eating.
This was a clever way for my nutritionist and me to be on the same page. By recording all my meals, drinks, and snacks, I was able to see what I was eating versus what I was supposed to be eating. Keeping a meal diary was a powerful and non-invasive way for my nutritionist to walk in my shoes for a specific time and understand my eating (and thinking) habits.
No other methodology would have allowed my nutritionist to capture so much contextual and behavioural information on my eating patterns other than a daily detailed food diary.
However, by using a paper and pen, I often forgot (or intentionally did not enter my food entries) as I felt guilty reading what I had eaten or that I had eaten at all.
I also did not have the visual flexibility to express myself through using photos, videos, voice recordings, and screen recordings. The usage of multiple media sources would have allowed my nutritionist to observe my behaviour in real-time and gain a holistic view of my physical and emotional needs.
I confessed to my therapist my deliberate dishonesty in completing the physical food diary and why I had been reluctant to participate in the exercise. My therapist then suggested to my nutritionist and me to transition to a mobile diary study.
Whilst I used a physical diary (paper and pen), a mobile diary study app would have helped my nutritionist and me reach a common ground (and to be on the same page) sooner rather than later.
As a millennial, I wanted to feel like journaling was as easy as Tweeting or posting a picture on Instagram. But at the same time, I wanted to know that the information I provided in a digital diary would be as safe and private as it would have been as my handwritten diary locked in my bedroom cabinet.
Further, a digital food diary study platform with push notifications would have served as a constant reminder to log in my food entries as I constantly check my phone. It would have also made the task of writing a food diary less momentous by transforming my journaling into micro-journaling by allowing me to enter one bite at a time rather than the whole day's worth of meals at once.
Mainly, the digital food diary could help collect the evidence that I was not the elephant in the room, but rather that the elephant in the room was my denied eating disorder.
The elephant in the room
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In questo momento il mondo sta affrontando la più grande sfida della nostra generazione. Il coronavirus (COVID-19, chiamato anche SARS-CoV-2) è responsabile per l’arresto improvviso e inaspettato della vita normale. Questa interruzione temporanea e a volte perfino permanente, del lavoro, della ricerca e dell'istruzione ha contribuito a un periodo segnato dall'incertezza. Pur mantenendo la distanza fisica dobbiamo ancora lavorare insieme per risolvere questo problema e ripristinare la normalità a cui siamo così abituati.
Teamscope è stata fondata con lo scopo di consentire ai ricercatori di raccogliere facilmente dati sicuri, affidabili e di alta qualità ovunque. Questa capacità non è mai stata così fondamentale come adesso. Mentre il COVID-19 sta portando il mondo ad un punto morto, Teamscope continua ad aprire nuove frontiere nella raccolta di dati vitali su questo virus. È evidente quanto sia potente e tempestivo questo processo e quanto sia impegnativo raccogliere rigorosamente le informazioni in situazioni spesso stressanti.
L'infrastruttura tecnologica della maggior parte dei servizi sanitari globali è purtroppo molto limitata. Mentre le quantità di computer per la raccolta di dati sui casi COVID-19 non aumenteranno in modo esponenziale, gli operatori sanitari di tutto il mondo portano già con sé adeguati dispositivi mobili per la raccolta dati - i loro telefoni cellulari.
In un periodo di scarsità di risorse mediche, i piccoli computer che abbiamo in tasca diventano così strumenti fondamentali per comprendere questa crisi globale. Raccogliere e condividere in modo sicuro dati accurati sui casi COVID-19 aiuta non solo i ricercatori, ma può aiutare i sistemi sanitari sopraffatti nella pianificazione e nella distribuzione di risorse vitali.
L'Organizzazione Mondiale della Sanità (WHO) ha creato un modulo, chiamato Case Report Form (CRF) che i governi e i centri di ricerca possono utilizzare per raccogliere dati sui nuovi casi di contagio. I dati clinici raccolti con questo modulo saranno essenziali per migliorare la definizione dei casi, comprendere le caratteristiche epidemiologiche di COVID-19, quantificare la diffusione, la frequenza e l'impatto sulle comunità.
Questo modulo COVID-19 è disponibile al seguente link.
La WHO è fondamentale nello sforzo globale per limitare l'impatto di questa crisi. Mentre le precedenti pandemie ed epidemie si sono affidate a strumenti cartacei per rintracciare i casi, i sistemi di acquisizione elettronica dei dati ora comportano meno errori umani, consentono meno contatto umano non necessario e la possibilità di convalidare e condividere i dati tra ospedali, regioni, paesi e continenti. Questo sviluppo svolge di per sé un ruolo fondamentale nella protezione dei ricercatori e dei professionisti del settore medico nei loro sforzi per contrastare questo virus.
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I dati epidemiologici sono ciò che ci permette di collegare i punti. In questo momento, i punti del COVID-19 si manifestano in modo caotico e quindi identificare e tracciare il maggior numero possibile di casi chiarirà questa entropia e aiuterà a proteggere le aree ad alto rischio. Il pericolo del COVID-19 mostra quanto sia importante come i dati possano salvare vite umane.
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Translation by Laura Galante.
Dear Digital Diary,
I realized that there is an unquestionable comfort in being misunderstood. For to be understood, one must peel off all the emotional layers and be exposed.
This requires both vulnerability and strength. I guess by using a physical diary (a paper and a pen), I never felt like what I was saying was analyzed or judged. But I also never thought I was understood.
Paper does not talk back.Using a daily digital diary has required emotional strength. It has required the need to trust and the need to provide information to be helped and understood.
Using a daily diary has needed less time and effort than a physical diary as I am prompted to interact through mobile notifications. I also no longer relay information from memory, but rather the medical or personal insights I enter are real-time behaviours and experiences.
The interaction is more organic. I also must confess this technology has allowed me to see patterns in my behaviour that I would have otherwise never noticed. I trust that the data I enter is safe as it is password protected. I also trust that I am safe because my doctor and nutritionist can view my records in real-time.
Also, with the data entered being more objective and diverse through pictures and voice recordings, my treatment plan has been better suited to my needs.
No more elephants in this room